may all of your wishes be granted and may all of those with less have more,
or something similar :)
missing long lost family members today
but knowing that they would be proud of us all is making me smile!
Sunday, 25 December 2011
Saturday, 24 December 2011
pit of depression
trying to pull myself out of it,
considering going blonde for the new year!
which I'm sure will look strange,
but it will be new, and next year I will be new :)
hopefully,
*thinks positive*
be back soon
considering going blonde for the new year!
which I'm sure will look strange,
but it will be new, and next year I will be new :)
hopefully,
*thinks positive*
be back soon
another lack of posts from me...
I am most apologetic, I honestly wish I had the time to sit and type you a proper post.
as it is, this post is being written in my allotted sleeping time!
but at this point in time I am considering writing as more important than sleep...
which probably isn't a good sign, but I find that the writing down of what is on my mind is therapeutic to an extent.
and I really need to clear my mind.
I don't know what it is, but my mind has just decided to send me into a spiraling plummet into the depths on my depression, and the only reason I can think of is my homecoming from holidays, which really isn't that emotional.
sure I loved Tasmania, I want to move there when I graduate, but it wasn't that emotional.
so then, why do I feel like my world is crumbling around me?
why do I feel so stuck and frozen?
and what can snap me out of it?
I just need these answers, preferably before the new year, so I can start fresh.
speaking of the new year, I am beginning to compile a list of resolutions to set for next year.
at the moment, topping the list is:
- smile at the little things
because I feel that I am really failing at this right now.
I also have
- lose 10 kilos,
- achieve credits or higher in all subjects,
I want to add a couple more things to the list, but I can't think of what at the moment, no doubt I will come up with some by new years :)
I have also started making a bucket list, not because I am dying, or because I want to die, more because I really need something to look forward to at the moment. so far it is pretty small, but I will add things to the list, and remove things as I complete them.
- go to a traditional indian wedding,
- take a hot air balloon ride,
- see the northern lights,
- travel to tasmania, ***
- travel to new Zealand, ***
- buy and revive an old terrace house,
- taste truffles,
- cook a Christmas turkey solo,
- drive through a car wash,
- see missy higgins in concert,
- adopt a child,
- attend the Tasmanian food festival,
- visit the wizarding world of Harry Potter in Florida,
- swim the rotto swim,
- drive across Australia,
as it is, this post is being written in my allotted sleeping time!
but at this point in time I am considering writing as more important than sleep...
which probably isn't a good sign, but I find that the writing down of what is on my mind is therapeutic to an extent.
and I really need to clear my mind.
I don't know what it is, but my mind has just decided to send me into a spiraling plummet into the depths on my depression, and the only reason I can think of is my homecoming from holidays, which really isn't that emotional.
sure I loved Tasmania, I want to move there when I graduate, but it wasn't that emotional.
so then, why do I feel like my world is crumbling around me?
why do I feel so stuck and frozen?
and what can snap me out of it?
I just need these answers, preferably before the new year, so I can start fresh.
speaking of the new year, I am beginning to compile a list of resolutions to set for next year.
at the moment, topping the list is:
- smile at the little things
because I feel that I am really failing at this right now.
I also have
- lose 10 kilos,
- achieve credits or higher in all subjects,
I want to add a couple more things to the list, but I can't think of what at the moment, no doubt I will come up with some by new years :)
I have also started making a bucket list, not because I am dying, or because I want to die, more because I really need something to look forward to at the moment. so far it is pretty small, but I will add things to the list, and remove things as I complete them.
- go to a traditional indian wedding,
- take a hot air balloon ride,
- see the northern lights,
- travel to tasmania, ***
- travel to new Zealand, ***
- buy and revive an old terrace house,
- taste truffles,
- cook a Christmas turkey solo,
- drive through a car wash,
- see missy higgins in concert,
- adopt a child,
- attend the Tasmanian food festival,
- visit the wizarding world of Harry Potter in Florida,
- swim the rotto swim,
- drive across Australia,
Wednesday, 21 December 2011
exam results
ok, so turns out I actually passed all of my units this semester :D
I am actually mega happy!!!
- Posted from my iPad
I am actually mega happy!!!
- Posted from my iPad
Wednesday, 14 December 2011
trying out my new app
i have just downloaded a new app onto my ipad to hopefully be able to upload pics from here...
we shall see how it goes!
- Posted from my iPad
also, a pic of me wandering in freezing water in tassie
we shall see how it goes!
- Posted from my iPad
also, a pic of me wandering in freezing water in tassie
Tuesday, 13 December 2011
sorry
i have finally returned from my travels,
but i have not yet sorted out my photos enough to decide which to put on my blog,
hopefully i will have a full post for you within 24 hours,
because i do miss writing to you all,
but please be patient as i am attempting a full life reshuffle as well,
i will hopefully give details on this in my next post also!
miss you all!
but i have not yet sorted out my photos enough to decide which to put on my blog,
hopefully i will have a full post for you within 24 hours,
because i do miss writing to you all,
but please be patient as i am attempting a full life reshuffle as well,
i will hopefully give details on this in my next post also!
miss you all!
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